OMG!!!if i knew that being absent from school is such a boredom,i shouldn't have done that..sigh!!but i can't do anything,cause what's done cannot be undone..just that i felt a sense of relief when i didn't go school for cognitive, cause i hate my group,like seriously..well,shall not talk into more details,cause these walls have ears and mouths and they might have blabbered about my blog to the person..sigh..imma hungry right now, but i don't know what to eat..felt like eating maggie, cause it's been a while since i last eat maggie and i miss how it tastes like..sigh!!
it's been so long since i last update my blog,right??i've no time and also no internet at home,how to blogged,right??hehe..:)last week,i've a long holiday and those holidays i used it for working..cause public holiday mah and 1.5 times my basic pay..which is like $8.25/hour instead of my $5.50..fantaboulous,right..hehe..and i work 8 hours then minus 1/2 hour break so,maybe in a day i get around $61..but,its very tiring..cause all the senior staff like not working and some went to their homeland..so,left the some of the full timer and part-timers..but our part-timers are mostly chinese, of course they wanna celebrate their new year with family,right??so,left with the malay and the indian part-timers..then,got a new part-timer,without any fnb experience and he's so capable,sia..and we don't have to tell him on what he need to do and he'll do..how good is that..shall stop talking about work..thinking about work,makes me tired,already..
1st day of CNY,sweetheart fetched me from work as usual and we took shuttle service to orchard and was quite shocked when orchard's empty..cause there's never a time when orchard's empty..but then i realised of course,la..CNY,what..1st day somemore..who wanna go celebrate their new year at orchard right..then,walked around ION before we call it a quit and i decided,to go Marina keppel bay with sweetheart cause he never went there before..took bus(as usual) to MKB..alight at vivo and need to walk somemore, so i be the tour guide and guide the both of us to MKB..wasn't long before, i get stomachache..and it was like so painful,like the pain you experienced when you're going to lau sai..very pain and i super hate it,cause i felt like my stool gonna be watery and i don't want it to shit before i reach MKB,sia..
decided to stop and sit at a cement place so that the shit would not escape..after that,we continued our journey and felt the pain again..like OMG!!i soooo cannot endure..but i didn't concentrate on the stool instead i concentrate on other things and stuff..hehe..cause it's always mind over body,right??walk and walk till we reach the shopping centre and quickly searched for toilet and fuhhhh!!i release all the toxins that's inside my body..syiok,or what!!hehe..sit at the open field and both of us do some star-gazing..hehe..shall do it more often,honey!!
right now,im so missing sayang,la seh!!he's the one who never gives up on me and he never ever let go of my hand even though how persistent i am on letting go of his hands..seriously,he doesn't deserve me,cause im such an ungrateful, unappreciative, selfish and stuff..he deserve someone better..i don't know why,but its very hard for me to accept his apology..maybe im tooo egoistic..haiz..i think in our relationship,he's the girl while im the man..hehe..sigh..mianhae,sayang..anyway,his b'dae is coming,so what shall i bought for him..i wonder..hehe..actually,i've already found what im going to give him,but i don't know if i've enough money or not..till then chiao..:)
