today Im in a very bad mood.firstly, faci took some time for us to present the ppt, so therefore, we lost time. secondly, we get to go back early, but unfortunately he's working. and it's not helping that he's busy with his work. i know, i've to understand him, but i totally can't. im such a selfish and heartless girlfriend. i know, i don't deserve him. I may not be his everything, but he's my everything.he's my best friend, (beside my ITE mates), friend, enemy, counselor. i look up upon him in many ways. with my menses coming along, it's not helping at all. drank chamomile tea for me to calm my nerves down, but it didn't help, instead im becoming sleepy.haha.despite his busyness, im glad that he didn't ignore me at all, only that he reply my message quite late. already told him how much i hate people reply me late. and he did. but, i know, i shouldn't blame him. Instead i should blame myself for being heartless.

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