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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

nw in class,aftr gg fr my break..jst nw,i had nasi aym grng pattaya n air barley(d homemade) one..wahh,combinatn of dese 2 are so DELICIOUS!!YUMMY!!evry wed,i alwys wnt 2 KOUFU,jst 4 d nasi ayam grng pattaya..those who hvnt try,shld try it..its WORTH it,i tell u!!hehe..tk bedek!!pasti gerek!!hehe..came bck frm break,wnt 2 class..wahlauwei,my class soooo NOISY,la..like WET MARKET..all d apeks n nyonyas shouting here n dere..kecoh,pe..all of us were like discussing d answers n all..FUN sia..n nw,its like hlf d day is gne..yay!!

ltr,gnna ftch green lantern frm his wrk..i hope tat dere wont b any fghtng,cnflct n stuff..lately,we've bn like quarelling n arguing w/ each othr..seriously,its nt his fault..ITS MINE!!ystrdy,almst-jst vry2 clse i 1 2 end it all..coz,its like,i dun 1 2 b a selfish prsn n deprive him frm d gd women,he cn gt out dere..a women tat cn is nt snsitive/emotional,n vry patient..i noe,if i lose him,i'll lose a very precious gem tat i dun thnk will ever appear in my life,agn..bt,i dun 1 2 b selfish..i ws like,thnkng,evnthgh we cnnt b tgthr,bt maybe we cn b bstfrnds w/ each othr..n maybe i mght nt b able to 4gt him,evn if he were 2 disappear frm my life,bcoz,evrythng tat i do,will alwys remind me of our sweet memories we had w/ each othr..evry places tat we wnt,has mny memories in it..maybe if i were 2 end it all,i mght nt evn step into orchard rd,coz tats whre we spend mst of our tyms tgthr..i noe,by mkng dese decisions,im a COWARD..yes im 1..bcoz im COWARD,i scared to lose him,lose his love,lose his sweet smile n lose his hndsme face..i dun wanna lose him,tats y,im still hanging on to our love..

syg,im srry abt evrythng..like wat u say,ladies r very fickle-minded..im srry,syg..i mght nt love u s mch s u love me..i mght tke u fr granted..im srry fr mkng u mad,mkng u sad,mkng u angry n mkng u no mood fr apetite n stuff..im srry,syg..im truly srry..insya-allah,i'll chnge my ways,k,syg..

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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

i really loved tis song (because you loved me) by celine dion..it really describe what my heart ws saying rght nw..tis song is suitly dedicated to my beloved sayang,MUHAMMAD DANIAL,whrever u r,u'll alwys b loved by me..smoga prhbgn kita kekal hingga ke lubang kubur,ye,syg..hehe

"for all those times you stood by me
for all the truth you made me see
for all the joy you brought into my life
for all the wrongs that you made it right
for every dream you made come true
for all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
you're the one who held me up
never let me fall
you're the one who saw me through
through it all

you were my strength when I was weak
you were my voice when I couldn't speak
you were my eyes when I couldn't see
you saw the best that was in me
lifted me up when I couldn't reach
u gave me faith coz you believe
I'm everything I am
because you loved me

you gave me wings and made me fly
you touch my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
you said no star was out of reach
you stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love,I had it all
I'm greatful for each day you gave me
maybe I don't know this much
but I know this much is true
I ws blessed because I was
LOVED by you

you were my strength when I was weak
you were my voice when I couldn't speak
you were my eyes when I couldn't see
you saw the best that was in me
lifted me up when I couldn't reach
you gave me faith coz you believed
I'm everything I am
because you loved me

you were always there for me
the tender wind that carried me
a light in the dark shining your love into my life
you've been my inspiration
through the lies you were the truth
my world is a better place
coz of u

you were my strength when I was weak
you were my voices when I couldn't speak
you were my eyes when I couldn't see
you saw the best that was in me
lifted me up when I couldn't reach
you gave me faith coz you believed
I'm everything I am
because YOU LOVED ME!!

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i mght nt b d best 4 u, bt all i cn say is tat, u're d greatest gift tat i received frm GOD,xcluding my families n friends,la..hehe..

eventhgh,life knocks us out,we have a choice whthr to gt bck up or jst lay low..however,i decided to gt bck up..coz,i noe i wont wnt 2 gve up on our prblm n will fnd a sltn 2 it..drng a rltnshp,d mst imprtnt thng is comunication & compromising..it is VERY,EXTREMELY IMPORTANT!!without communicatn & compromising,gone will b ur days of lovingness,romanticness,n d only thng tat will arrive is conflict,prblms,misundrstndng n stuff..also being able 2 frgve n frgt,is imprtnt,too..sme mght fnd it hrd 2 swallow,jst like me,bt,whn u thnk of ur rltnshp,whn u thnk of wanting 2 sacrifice ur pride 4 d sake of ur rltnshp,jst like me,ur rltnshp will mve on..

aftr u've gne thru d 1st phase,there'll cme much much more harder phase in life..if u're able 2 ovrcme it,well dne..if nt,dun gve up,ok..hwaiting!!jia you!!

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Monday, June 28, 2010

so,nw s usual aftr ending our class n stuff, wnt 2 lib w/ hawk girl,poison ivy & bat girl..hehe..nw w8g 4 super girl n her bf,superman,i assume..im crrntly w8g 4 5pm n dn,i'll b ftchng my green lantern..hehe..i've been wndrng whn i cn eat swensen's ice-cream..bt,it'll be too sweet and sugary 4 me..n my bdy cnnt tke it,la..haiyo..i've no choice,bt to maintain my health & stuff..s usual..ppl mght say tat,im boney & skinny,bt,hell yeah,i dun gve a shit of tat..s long s i dun meddle in their affairs,i dun thnk ppl will meddle in mine..bt,if u really dun hv any bttr thngs 2 do,well dn,i cn only say,GO AHEAD..haha..haiz,i've like 4 more days till weekend n i'll b wrkng..haiyo,12-8,ya noe..tiring,bt no choice,since wo mei yo cian..hehe..

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sorry 4 thse readers who r willing 2 read my blog n dsnt fnd it irritating..hehe..btw,my blog will nt b updated on sat n sun,coz i dun hve intrnt at hme..which i fnd it gd,coz,if gt intrnt cnnctn,hbslh,my lappy will b 1 tat will suffer,coz surely,my siblings all wanna use internt,mah..THANK GOD 4 tat!!

so,sat,clbrte w/ syg,since it's our 11 mnthsry..alhamdulillah,glad to met him,b4 its 2 l8,b4 he's some1 else's bf..evnthgh GOD wld hve 2 tke my life rght nw,mybe i wont hve any rgrt,since,d mst wndrfl thng hppnd whn i met him n my clan of frnds,in ITE..dose were d days tat i LOVED d mst,n it'll 4evr b in my heart..especially aftr knwng SYG..hehe..sat,i've too many sweet stuff,way tooo many,seh!!dese r wat i hve 4 sat!!

BREAKFAST!!
-kaya toast(butter & kaya)
-tea(sugary)
-scrambled eggs w/bread(fattening & oily)
-toblerone(sweet)
LUNCH
-spice n chix(oily & fattening)
-sourdough 49ners beef(oily & fattening)
-prawn dippers(oily & fattening)
-ice chox float(consists of single scp chox i/c + ice chox)(sweet)
DINNER
-popcorn(sweet & buttery)
-grape(carbonated & sweet)
SUPPER
-lontong goreng(oily & fattening)
-crysanthemum t(sweet)
-2apam balik(sweet & sugary)
-ice pop

its nt tat im counting my calories,jst tat whn i tlk on d phne w/ syg,he tells me tat,on sat,he had 2 mch sweet stuff..c,la,its due 2 him,i count my calories..haiyo..im really sure tat on sat,my body hd so mch thngs to burn n also d insulin hve tooo mch wrk 2 do,seh!!haiz,pity my body..luckily,tdy i wnt sch by wlkng,instead of tkng bus in d intrchnge..

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Friday, June 25, 2010

yay,its friday n im gonna b released anytym sn..weee,cnnt w8 2 fnsh d sch..coz,tmrw im gnna mit syg and we gnna spnd sme tym on our own since our 11mnthsry..weee..alhamdulillah..thnks 2 him 4 alwys gvng in 2 me..evn if it 's my fault,he's alwys d 1 tat gves in..i hrdly gve in 2 him,because,im hot-headed,mah..n he's d opposite of me,which is soft-headed and soft-hearted..

luckily,i've fnsh doing my ppt..4 me s long s i've fnsh my turn to present,aku dh lega..hehe..luckily,all of us cooperate n we mnge to fnsh our ppt earlier..n luckily,its nt raining agn..alhamdulillah..UT gnna b in 2 wks tym n i really hpe tat i cn imrpve on my modules,la..i thnk im gnna stdy 4 all my modules n scre bttr 4 tis UT..insya-allah..

my UT3 will be hld like,d wk on hari raya..like wth??mana nk puasa,mana nk bljr..nsbla tkda sklh..alhamdulillah..our nxt holiday will b on august,aft natnal day..wahh,klau gtu dh kna puasa seh..alamak..nk keje,tkt tkda enrgy..haiz,hrp2,la,ku dpt brthn smbil bekrja,la ye..if cn,i nid to sve mny 2 spnd 4 buying of clths..i nd mre clthes,honestly..haiz..oh ya,i frgt 2 infrm tat,syg gnna go 4 his enlistment on 2 nov..whn he infrm me abt tat,immediately i ws lost fr wrds..i dunno hw 2 react..the next thng i noe,is tat,my cheek is alrdy wet w/ tears..i cnnt imgne him inside d cmp while im outside,struggling w/o him..

its bcoz i've alwys hve him s my listening ear..i cn complaint 2 him anythng and he dun seem 2 mind abt it..smetyms i've prblm n he's d one tat hs d solutn..alhamdulillah..im jst so glad to hve him s my syg..d 1 tat cn tolerate all my stupid,lame behaviour,my hot-headed ness..haiz,i wndr,hw he mnge 2 do it,la..seriously..haiz..

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wahlannaeh..KNNCCB..i seriously dunno wat i did wrng tat mkes ppl hate me/dun wanna tlk to me..i jst flt like cryng,rght nw..cn smebdy hlp me??rght nw,im tryng to cntrl my emtns,so tat othrs wont c my sadness..smetyms,i thnk its bttr 2 4gve n 4gt,bt s each day passed,i realised tat dsnt wrk anymre..i really dunno wat my fault..evn if i do mke u angry/mad at me,im srry,k..i noe,srry isnt engh 4 a petty prsn like U!!i thnk u rthr wnt me 2 beg u and ask 4 4gveness,rght??trust me,it won't hppnd!!nt in my entire life!!slagi aku ada harga diri,slagi itu,aku tdk akn tunduk kpd kau,semata-mata utk memohon maaf..unless it's my prnts tat im tlkng abt..othr dn em,dere wont b any1 tat cn mke me do like tat!!

smetyms,i jst flt tat ending my life is d bst sltn,bt,i noe,s a Muslim,i shldnt do tat,coz i did tat,nt only will i nt enter heaven,nk cium bau syurga,pn blh g jahanam,la..so,slagi kuat iman d dada,slagi itula aku akn trs brthn n brthn..smpn semuanya dlm hati,i'll lock all d thngs tat u've dne 2 me..bila aku sdh tdk brdaya lg,akn aku luahkn segalanya..in life,deres karma..believe tat wat go around,comes around..maybe nt nw,bt in d ftre,tat u'll gt dble of wat u did 2 me..its nt tat i pray thngs will go tis way,bt i believe it WILL be this way..coz,i noe,GOD is FAIR..watever good/evil thngs u done to other,will go bck to u,agn!!hehe..

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Thursday, June 24, 2010

now,in sch,doing my pdt,quite imprtnt for our ppt,l8r..i ws tasked s d scriber 4 d team,since i refuse 2 bcme d leader..hehe..s well..its nt tat i dun wnt to b a leader,bt i dun wnt em 2 b disappointd if im a leader,coz i cldnt guide my team well..hehe..coz,all i noe,is play,play and more play..if not i chat w/my clan,like hawk girl,super girl,bat girl,poison ivy and storm..hehe..well,dese r jst name tat me n no create 4 my clan of friends..

ystrdy,ws a blast..it ws fun spndng tym w/ my clan of friends and also despite tat,i gt 2 spnd tym w/ syg..ystrdy me,poison ivy n apek went 2 lawn n while wlkng,we were like laughing our hats off,thnks 2 d bth of em tat likes 2 crack jokes..hehe..bt d mst irritating prt is whn apek put his legs across my legs n luckily i din fall,if nt,i thnk i wld crack my bckbne..lucky,la seh..lucky tat im a wndr-wmn,lucky tat i gt spr pwrs tat i cn rely on..hehe..mcm pa,je..nw discussing our pdt w/ d rst..

oh ya,ystrdy,i also bought faded blue jeans tat i saw at MNG!!it cst abt $49..syg tell me 2 buy it,since it gt sale,mah..so,i bought it..coz i scared tat it gnna b out of stck,mah..hehe..s well,KIASU..hehe..u hve 2 b KIASU in ordr 4 u 2 gt wat u 1 and KIASU is d wy SINGAPOREANS react..bt,i dun mnd,since im 1..hehe..evn syg thnks tat i shld buy it,cnsdr it s a gr8 deal,since it gt brand..MNG somemore..hehe..aftr byng d jeans,we wnt 2 topman/topshop 2 survey the shrt n jeans 4 syg..while he ws at d topman side,i ws on d topshop side..dn,i saw dis skinny jeans,greyish clr,n see d price,wahlauwei!!so expensive,la seh!!its $94..i tot tat buying jeans at $49 is expensive,bt whn i cmpare mine and topshop,i thnk mine's cheaper,seh..

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Wednesday, June 23, 2010

nw at bk,ion..aftr gg to my wrkplce to cllct pay(ka-ching!!$$)hehe..dn,mit syg at bus 5,wnt dere tgthr w/ him..coincidentally,he alrdy gt pay,la seh..alhamdulillah to bth of us..hehe..nw im gg to eat n ltr gg to mango,tot of buying the jeans tat i wntd..hpefully ada,la..insya-allah..and hpefully gt discount!!

OMG!!jst s i tot tat tdy gnna b a sunny day,dere comes a rain..haiz..rain,rain,go away,come agn,anthr day..pls..i jst fnsh my prsntatn,bt instead of prsntng,we debate..i tot tat it's gnna b a simple task,bt i ws mch mistaken..it ws so nerve wrecking and mke my head,oh spin round n round..
"u make my head right round,right round
when u go dwn,whn u go dwn,dwn"

haha,random..what cn i say..random is me,mah..,hehe...jst hpng tat sweet mngkuk wrk safely so tat dere wont b any accident hppns..well,accidents happends and its unavoidable..true,true..especially in our line..and especially at his stre,whreby it's bn so bz..pity my syg..haiz..bt,watevr,it is,i salute him,s he didn't cmplaint abt wrkng dere(i guess??)hehe..

lckily i wear long sleeve shirt and long pants..i always wear long pants..dun expct me to wear hot pants/mini skirt,dun u think so??it'll b so weird seeing me wear hot pants/mini skirt..hehe..well,i really cnnt w8 2 gt pay..i wanna spend it on my faded blue jeans n red-shirt frm MNG!!fr me,it's nice,la seh..well,sme ppl mght nt say so,bcoz i believe different ppl hve diffrnt prspectve n eir mindset..bt,heck care,i won't let othr ppl's prspctves ruin my own prspectives on the clthes tat i wear..coz,i've my own fashion police,which is my sweet prince,la..

frankly speaking,whnevr we talk on d phne at nght,i wld alwys him fr his opinions on what i shld wear fr sch..sure,many ppl wld hve difficulties fndng d clthes one..hehe..jst like me..nt jst in poly,i've been hvng tis prblms,bt,in ITE,too,i've xperienced it..drng my yr 1,i alwys ask my sis on wat clr unifrm i shld wear..evrytym i ask hr,tis qstn,she wld alwys say,i dunno,la..n she alwys say tat im an irritant..

haha,well,yeah,i admit,im n irritant..tats y,many ppl dislike/hate me..bt,i dun cre wat ey think abt me..s long s i didn't interfere in eir affairs,i believe ey won't either..hwevr,if some,who wanna intrfere in my affairs,well,go ahead dn..u're mst wlcme..hehe

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"hold my hand..
hold it all night long..
for i can't help..
falling in love with u.."

Saranghae,my sweet prince Dany..Hope tat u'll wrk safely..i sooo cnnt w8 2 n d day,coz,i'll b fetchng syg frm wrk..oh ya,jst nw,on my way to sch,tke 966,no seats lft,no choice,hve to stnd,nvrmnd..i brought D's bag fr sch while he brought mine to wrk..since,his bag is sooo small,i cnnt stuff my lappy inside,cn i??stupid qstn,kn??hehe..i love askng stupid qstn..tat's my forte..hehe..back to d story,i ws stndng n hldng my lappy + listng to songs on my phne..c,im a multi-tasker..of cuz..hehe..dn,d bus came to a stp..i tot of msgng syg,asking him,whthr he hd leave hme or nt,since he is wrkng,so,i have to tke out my phne..dn,i bgn txtng on my phne,skali my phne drop..i ws like,OMG..in frnt of me,gt a Bang-la sitting,immediately w/o feeling embarrassed or ashamed,i tell him to hld my lappy bag..dn,aftr pckng up my phne,i tke my lappy bag frm him,n immediately i ws like,did i jst do tat to him??
wahlanneh..paiseh,la seh..hehe..

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Sialla,f*** sia,tat person..i noe she dsnt like my grp bcoz of sme1,bt,dun brng persnl prb here,la seh..KNNCCB,sak!!she thnks tat she cn do wtevr she wnt??i oso cn do,la seh!!no big deal,r..we'll jst w8 n c, watever d outcme mght b l8r..i seriously dunno anythng abt negotiatns,la..haiz,bt no matter wat,i wont gve up..hehe..dun gve up..y do we like to include prsnl prblm in our work/studies??mybe bcoz we're all homosapiens and we r all alike..hehe..haiz..anthr 2 mre dys for weekend..will be looking frwrd fr d wkend,coz,we'll be gg on a date,as alwys,to d movies n spend mre tym tgthr,jst d 2 of us,i hope..hehe..so,Nanny McPhee/Karate Kid??suggestion anyone??

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hello,hello..a vry gd mrng to all..hehe..well,i rch sch quite early dn usual,coz i've been late recently quite a no of tyms n well,it affect my daily grades,too,yeah!!haiz..i've bn ponteng sch like 5 tyms,i guess..2 for cog(cannot MC anymre),1 for enter,1 for comm and 1 for maths..science,i've nt yet MC..hehe..hmm,whn shall i fnsh up my MC,ehk??anybdy wanna ponteng sch,pls do approach me,by dropping an email,yeah??

ystrdy nght,i ws so damn tired,la,coz we leave sch till d lib clsed,coz,we hlp in d clsng s well..haha..no,la,of course..i always talk crap one..hehe..s usual,mah..ystrdy,while i ws lying in my bed,gttng rdy 4 slp,syg called to say tat he hd jst fnshd his wrk n yup,we tlk on d phne for a while b4 i dozed off to my lalaland..pity my syg..i alwys do like tat to him,seh..its nt tat aku sngaja,bt,it's bcse im damn tired,la seh..

whn i wke up,i received 10 miss call n 5 sms,all ws frm syg..haiz,i flt so pity to him,coz,evnthgh he's tired,he still willing to call n tlk to me on d phne..maybe,im din cnsdr his feelings,whn i did tat many tyms..haiz,i kpt apologise to him,n promise myslf tat,i wont do tat to him,bt i still does..like wth,kn??

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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

haiyer,evrytym i opn a song,the song will alwys rmnd me of u..guess im missing u,terribly..
haiz..nvrmnd,dh mlm,pn..ltr,im gnna wtch jelita..i dun her to be wif bayu..nt hndsme n alwys criticise the poor..IDIOT,sia..i wnt jelita to b w/anthr guy,whch is mch mre hndsme,sweet n dsnt criticise d poor,which is so the opposite of bayu..

just like me n my sweet mangkuk..he's totally d opposite of me..well,people say,opposite attracts..of course,la..im a girl,he's a guy..but,mst imprtntly,its his character tat i felt totally d opposite of mine..which is,he's mre patient,more emotionally controlled,dsnt give up easily,optimistic..haiz..

jst nw,was on d way to d toilet(for shitting,la,as usual)..hehe..tot of calling him,listening to his voice,bt i guess he resume work,already..well,nevermnd,dn..guess,hve to b patient till 11+,dn i cn hear his voice..haiz..im missing him..

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actually,kn,i dunno wat to say smemore,la seh!!but,4 tat 1 prsn,i jst wanna say tat i Misss u..hpe tat u wld txt me whn u gt hme,k..here's wishing u to tke cre of urslf,wrk safely,tau..

"if i lay here,if i just lay here,
would lie here with me and just forget the world
forget what we're told
before it gets too old"

i just felt tat these lyrics are sooo sweet..hw i wish he's here with me..to my other half,Dany,hw i wish u r here w/ me..ur company alwys mkes my day!!we use to laugh tgthr at ur lame jokes n stuff..it was hilarious!!smetyms,i jst cnt stop smiling to myslf whnever i reminisce those days that we spent tgthr.

thanks to no,aka hawkgirl for hlpng me touching up my blog..currently listening to the song,TONIGHT..it's sooo nice..whn u r alne,listening to this song,mnghayati setiap patah lagu,it jst mkes u wanna cry..maybe its because im EMO??or is it because im Missing him too much??*sigh*..really cnnt w8 4 2day 2 n..n i cnnt w8 4 2nght 2 cme,coz tats whn i cn lstn 2 ur voice,sounds so romantic n sexy..hehe..(oops!!)

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briefly said,i just create a blog account and well,yeah,i need LOOOADDDS of guidance..so,anybody that knows how to design blog and stuff are much appreciated..haha..just like my friend,No,who's been guiding me for my establishing of blog..
blog is just like a diary to me..so,i'll be stating evrything that i do..currently,im nw at lib,doing my blog aftr compltng my sch stuff,which is rj and evaluatn..tdy,cnnt mit syg,since he needs to wrk(yelah,nk cari duit nafkah utk ank and bini d rmh,la katakn)..hehe..so,im nw listening to songs,thnkng abt him,missing him,coz it's like evrydy i met him,dn whn 1 day i nvr mit him,it flt so awkward,coz its been a routine 4 me..haiz,guess i've to w8 till tmrw,dn i mit him..so,hell yeah,im eager 4 tmrw!!


hoping tat tmrw will be a better day dn tdy..insya-allah..

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