Friday, January 28, 2011
YAY!!its friday,the day that i've been waiting for..hehe..and now im at the library waiting for my dearest prince to come and prolly grab dinner and survey things before the both of us head home..i wanna eat burger ramly..yummy..hehe..i've tried doing it all by myself, only to realise that i cooked the patty until it was burnt..haiz..what luck..haha..what else shall i blog??oh ya, maths ut,i get C..ALHAMDULILLAH..at least the time that i went for my ut revision is not wasted, right??also,i've improved..seriously, the ut revision benefitted me a lot,sia..thanks for the ut revision..if there isn't any ut revision, i guess my grade will be worst..however, i know that to excel in maths, we need to practice, so, whenever im free, i shall practice for the ut revision, not only for maths but for all of the module..hehe.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
.:P.S:this is for you,sweetheart..
Kepada mu ku curahkan
Kepada mu ku buktikan
Segala yang ku janjikan
Dari dulu dan selamanya
Biar musim pun berganti
Namun aku kan kembali
Kepada mu disisi
Bersama lagi hanya kau ku sayangi
Biar hari berganti dan pergi
Kerana ku tahu kau kasihku
Kali ini ku kembali
Dalam alunan mesra sinar pagi
Ku genggam erat tangan mu
Ku bawa bersama, ke alam
Realiti dan fantasi
its me again..hehe..im now at lib,as usual..im so bored..played fb,game??done..stalk people??done..do my homework??also done..haiz..what else can i do??im soooo f**king bored..nevermind, i shall blogged in here..hehe..first of all, i wanna congratulate sayang for passing his law test..ALHAMDULILLAH!!i was so happy upon his message..eventhough im not the one who took the test, but still im very happy and thus, upon receiving the good news, it lift my mood throughout the day..eventhough i was very mad at him yesterday, but deep inside my heart, i yearn for him..if can, i want him to AWOL, but then it's against the law and i knew that i've to endure it, cause it's part and parcel of our life-love life..
yesterday was our 18 monthsary..usually we spend our monthsary together, but since he's serving the ns, therefore, i've to endure and so i think we gonna celebrate it on saturday,right after my work..yeah!!hehe..but i don't know where to go,leh..nevermind,we always plan spontaneous one..so it's ok..hehe..recently, my friend and i sign up for service learning thingy at cambodia and i really hope that we're selected, because i really wanted to take plane..i've never ever been on a flight before..sad,right??hehe..its ok..cause my family is not a rich one..therefore, as a good daughter, i should understand their situation,right??hehe..was just mentioning about sweetheart, suddenly he message me,la seh..hehe..excited,ya know..i don't know why i'm always waiting for his reply and stuff..but then, when he late reply, there goes my mood..it's not once or twice but it's very,yeah VERY frequent..i know, i should understand his situation, but then, haiz..i dunno..it's just that you are not in my situations..imagine, there's something that you really hope for, but you never get..what did ya feel??disappointed, sad and stuff,right??well that's how i feel whenever he reply to my messages late..maybe im too sensitive, like way toooooooo sensitive and also im the petty type..haiz..mianhae,sweetheart..i've tried to understand your situation,but i just can't..:(that's why,i've told you many times, to let go of me,cause i know,you deserve someone better than me..someone that isn't as sensitive as me, someone more prettier than me,someone that deserve you and someone that can love you more than i could..:(
well,i shall not brood over the matter, instead i should be happy that today's thursday which means tomorrow's friday..my god, how fast the days past..haiz..i cant wait to meet my friends and classmates, i can't wait for my maths lesson, i can't wait to do my rj and stuff, but most importantly, i cant wait to meet my sweetheart..yay!!tomorrow while waiting for sweetheart to book out, i shall complete my rj and stuff and maybe i'll go to civic centre lib..usually i'll go to cck, but no,not tomorrow, because sweetheart's craving for ramly's burger..among all the things,ramly's burger??haha..
oh ya,i think that's that..:)for now,chiao..
Monday, January 24, 2011
yesterday, went to accompany mum to send dad to the airport together with my little sis..took taxi to the airport and the fare was like $20..was quite surprised actually,because I thought that the taxi fare would be more expensive, but I thought wrong..reached at airport around 1+, since his airplane took off at 3:45, so he need to be 1 or 2 hours early to confirm the flight..as soon as we reached the airport, search for the airplane and walk to the berth..dad went with his colleague of about 3 people..dad straight away check in to hand over the luggage and stuff while, my mum, fat and I went to the convenience store to look for HACKS..but, they never sell it there, because HACKS is a neighbourhood brand..so, in the end, we just bought VICKS..hehe..after buying the sweet, straight go to the berth and dad said he need to go inside, and therefore, after bidding him goodbye with hugs and kisses, my mum and I wave at him through the glass..haiz..felt like crying, but i don't know why should I cry..its not that its the first time my dad actually left the family for the course..once, he went to japan while my siblings and I was little but we didn't cry..hmmm,maybe now i've become more mature,perhaps??or more emo??hehehe..whatever it is, just hoping that dad would buy me a souvenir when he went home..Nolah..just hoping that he would be home safely..Insya-Allah
after sending dad to the airport, took the train back to tanah merah..gosh,it's been a loooooonnnnnng time since i last board the train at tanah merah, what else going to the airport or expo..seriously,i miss my time in ITE,sia..in ite,is where i meet and fall in love with my sweetheart...awwww,sweeet..IKR..hehe..back to the story..tell my mum that I want to merayap since it's been ages since i last do so and also told her that I am going to send my friend to camp,but actually my boyfriend, but i guess she know who i'm sending..hehe..alight at bugis and meet sweetheart and went to zamzam to eat murtabak..NAISE!!!after that went to bugis area to window shop before i call it a quit,since im sooo lazy to walk around there,cause my body's aching..
cannot wait for this friday, cause sweetheart will book out..yahoo..and after that saturday, whereby,i'll spend my time by working and was told that my pay is out..yes,r..hehe..also,get to spend time with sweetheart before making way home..and sunday,is when i think my dad will come home..and i soooo can't wait for him to do so..i miss him and him,too..
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
as usual,im always at bpp..actually supposedly go for ut clinic-mobio,but i didn't went,cause my friend told me that they sent a slide to our outlook..so shall see what's important and shall took down the notes..hehe..clever,much??hehe..
yay!!wednesday's here..syiok,la seh..only 2 more days left..oops,make it 1.5 days left,since night i'll be at home,spending time with family and studying,too(not to forget)..but,then,whenever i wanna study,i'll always have the temptation to watch tv and stuff..so,i shall not promise that i'll kick out my distractions..sometimes distractions can release stress,too,though..hehe..:)
today's mobio,quite fun,leh..talk about diarrhoea or lau sai in chinese..hehe..it's good to know what is the things that cause diarrhoea and stuff..so,dear readers, if you guys have diarrhoea,buy ORS,aite..the reasons??hmmm,wait..something,blah,blah,blah..yeah..
what more shall i blog??hmmmm,guess that's that..hehe..so shall blog more,next time,if i have time and if i'm still alive..
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
NO MATTER HOW BADLY I WANT THINGS TO HAPPEN,ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT..sigh..i really want to end school and get a diploma and get a good job, good husband, good children, good house all in all good life..but,guess i'll have to wait for very long..hope that all that i want will happen..god-willing..however, other things that i really can't wait is for friday to come..do i really need to state my reasons??hehe..
- Friday is the day whereby sayang book-out..(YAHOO)
- Friday is the end of the school week
- Friday is Math and Math is like oh-so easy and no need to do ppt
- Friday is a time whereby I can spent my night with sayang
Therefore, all in all, i can say that i LOVE FRIDAY!!!yes..another 3 more days for friday and i sooo can't wait for it to come..hope that i'm still alive by then..hehe..
Monday, January 17, 2011
currently am seriously pissed with someone..f*** you!!you think you're so DAMN PRETTY that i'm not up to your standard and that's why you treat me like shit??f*** you!!don't forget that your 'pretty and sweet face' are just being lend to you from god..if you're pretty and sweet and felt that you've everything that we girls are envied of you,but no MANNERS,do you think you're still pretty and sweet to me??pui!!to hell with you!!even if you're pissed at someone else, you don't have to mad at me,sia??stupid dumbfacker!!im just asking about something so simple and you don't have to be soooo SARCASTIC..cibai!!ninaihia!!your face are currently in my off zone..haha..stupid kanninnacaucibai!!
first of all,sorry for all the craps that im blabbering in my first paragraph..whatever it is, dont feel offended,cause im not talking about all of you..seriously!!im currently damn pissed off with an irritant bastard someone in my class..think she's so pretty??to hell with that!!and so that's my log entry for the day..:)
Thursday, January 13, 2011
people change..yeah,i'm not denying the fact that i've changed too..whether i've changed for the better or for the worst, i don't know..you not,you judged me??i know it's hard to please all..in the end,it's better to please yourself first rather than pleasing all..sometimes, im stuck in a dilemma..have i ever been a good friend to you??have i ever hurt your feelings, before??what a question??of course, i've hurt loads of people's feelings..you name it..sometimes, i felt as if im not living for myself, but im living for others..and sometimes, i felt as if im invisible to you..it's ok..maybe we're drifting apart..i don't know..should i cry or should i give up or should i just endure with all the sufferings that i've experienced??i guess,only time will heal my pain..slowly,but surely..:)so,whatever,it is,i shall endure with what life has in store for me..i believe that GOD will not give you sufferings if HE know that we can't endure it..it's because GOD knows that we can endure and we have the strength..and i'll not give up..its ok..let others do bad things to us, but we should NEVER EVER do that to others..:)
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
hey all..currently in library-as usual bpp..had physic today and it was fun..cause,no ppt and faci decided to end the class early provided we do the practice questions that he gave us..i think,physic is quite easy provided you need to understand and apply the formula and oh yes, you must ask the right question..don't assume that you know everything..hehe..just like me..always act as if i know everything..like smart alec..in class, we help each other..its good that my class this semester is not like the last semester class..all of us are enthusiastic in solving the problem,not because we want to, but i think it's rather that we could go back earlier than usual..after going through the answers and lil bit of that, we end the class, around 3/3+..do my homework and stuff and off i play the IT girl in facebook..hehe..syiok,la seh!!should try it..hehe..
i think that's all that i have in store for all..
Friday, January 7, 2011
OMG!!its friday and i soooooooo not in the mood for maths..boring,la seh!!haiz..i felt like partialling,but i know,it's not worth it,because later,im going for my ut workshop and also need to wait for my mangkuk!!haiz..
i don't know why,but lately,im very moody and bad tempered person..sorry to those who kena from me..maybe it's my hormones,but then,i don't think i should blame my hormones for the sudden change in me,right?it's like soooo unfair to blame them,right??hehe
yesterday,never went to religious class,not because im lazy or what but yesterday i've no religious class,how to go..hehe..yesterday,went to bpp lib,to complete my rj..thought i wanna do in school,but by the time,6p,it's near 4 already..thought want to stay in school,but then internet only open at 6,due to ut..like wtf??
so,shall end my post..hehe..as for you,i've a special post for you..wait up..
Thursday, January 6, 2011
currently hearing SINGLE LADIES..and how i miss those days, when i'm still single and available..hehe..well,shall not talk further about that..cause i don't want sayang to misunderstand what i'm trying to imply.
had cognitive for today and as what i've blog from my previous post,he's currently on study..yeap..all the best for him..:)hopefully,he didn't forget about us as in my classmate..so,back to cognitive, we only had 4 teams..like wth??haiz..but,it's ok..most of them help out for the rp open house thingy,that's why they didn't come to class..occam's razor,is what i learnt for today..kinda complicated,but phewww,managed to solve it,eventhough most of my classmates were like zombie with their expression as if their energy are already drained..
yes,ah!!tomorrow's friday!!syiok,sia..tomorrow's math..i love it..however,im not really sure,if i'm able to cope with the maths problem because tomorrow is a new problem for maths and it's about integration,thingy..my faci say that integration is much more difficult..haiyo..jialat..i wanna fetch sayang,but i got ut workshop..so,i think,he's the one that need to fetch me..hehe..yes r!!
.:especially for you,sayang..please endure during your training..don't ever felt like giving up..and don't ever quit in whatever you're doing..because only a QUITters,QUIT..and i don't think you're one..and most of all,always think optimistically,aite..i know it's kinda hard,but if you put your heart and soul in what you're doing it,you can ace it..
tats all for my post..hehe.hope you guys enjoy..
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Happy New Year,everyone,especially to my fellow readers..to those who've read through my blog entry and still doesn't find it lame and boring but continuously looking forward for my next blog entry,here's what I've to say: Thank you!!sincerely..hehe..wait,is there even a reader out there???haha..well,people say new year,new resolution,but for me,there's no need to have a new resolution..cause, even if i were to have a new resolution,it's not like as if i will keep up with my resolution..we'll just wait and see,aite..however,i think i somehow have in mind a new resolution,which is not to be absent from school without L.O.A..hehe..i've been absent from school for like 5 times,i guess??until i received 2 warning letters,siol!!and my mum wanna called the school and check with them,if it's true that I didn't go to school on the stated day..i was like OMG!!and from there,i'm determine not to be absent from school again..but somehow,i just can't resist,la..it's like a habit to me..because for me,old habit die hard..hehe..currently in library,but not in school library..instead im at Bpp library..cma and is went for their diploma talk while no went to meet her gf..so,being lazy and don't want to wait in school too long,i left with no..and suddenly i realised that i haven't do my homework and off i head to library to do my homework..now,no more worries,since my homework are done..yeehaw!!my cognitive faci will not be teaching my class again..haiz..he leave for the good,cause he's been offered a scholarship to continue his study to get his Master..siol,la..master,sia!!haiz..guess i can only be a MASTERmind,though..hehesian,tomorrow will be my mobio..fish head..i hate that module,sia..but isn't it contradicting such that my course is biomed,but i hate one of my science course??hmmm..nevermind..hope that tomorrow's problem will be quite easy for me to handle..hehe..YAY!!can't wait to watch the mentalist tonight...:sayang,im now used to fetching you from cck every friday and sending you off every sunday..yay!!don't get me wrong,it's not that i hate to be with you,but it's just that whenever you are away from me,will i realise how much you mean to me..also,i learnt to be more independent,thanks to n.s..hehe..thanks for lending me your jacket..the perfume on your jacket will remind me of you and whenever i wear it,it seems as if you were the one to give me warmth..and i love the feeling..thank you for being there for me,for not willing to give up on me no matter how many times i've made you angry and sad..:(insya-Allah,i'll meet you on friday and we shall fill each other in whatever we missed out,k..and while you're in the camp,i just want you to take care of yourself and i want you to endure the training like how i endure my way through school..Loads of love...
