Friday, April 22, 2011
fickle,fickle,fickle..im such a fickle-minded person!! period..at one time,i love him,the other time,i couldn't care less about him..haiyer..
Thursday, April 21, 2011
i never thought that after my heart has been hurt badly by that someone, i'll fall in love again..not only to fall in love, but to be love by my someone special..thank you sayang, for everything that you've done for me..thank you for willing to be my special someone eventhough i'm not really special for you..whatever it is,i thank GOD for making 2 hearts as 1..i hope i won't easily give up my love on you..eventhough it's been many times i ask for a breakup, but trust me,i don't meant it..i was just being fickled and my mind is in a state of confusion and that's why decided to give up on u..but no matter how persistent i am, u're so stubborn so as not to give up on me..thank you soooo much for that!!
yay!!tomorrow's public holiday and no schooling.. and the best thing is that i'm working..woohoo!!1.5 x pay..hehe..($$$)syiok or what!!
thought of going cwp and had dinner with no and is, but suddenly the rain pour and heavily somemore..so in the end, we just eat in school..:)i don't mind anywhere we eat, as long as the company is great and there's good and delicious food..
yesterday had a date with sayang..we meet at heeren at 11+..but now,he's the one that's waiting for me..hehe..how lucky can i be??walk around cine and decided to watch hallpass..was told by the cashier that it's m18 and she was asking if we could give our ic to her..and i was like "duhhh"..can't u see that im way too old than 18 years...pffft!!
after watching movie, we ate lunch and play some random arcade games at plaza sing..hehe..it was fun and it's been a while since i last done that with sayang and i miss those days..:(thank you sayang for bringing me to those places..:)we shall do it often and enjoy ourself aite..but i really hope that i could go to USS and ride the battlestar galactica with sayang..wonder how he'll react to..hehe..oh ya!!i also want to go for luge ride with him..yay!!this are the things that i'll look forward too..oh yes!!
Saturday, April 16, 2011
get this from my tumblr and i think it's true,though..people lie cause they don't want others to probe into the problem..they don't want others to judge them when they tell the truth and some lie, to make others happy..the power of lying..
usually i'll lie to mangkuk by saying im fine,when im not..oh well..because i felt that its better for me to lie rather than telling him why im upset..but no matter what,he knows what's inside my mind(literally) and therefore,making me telling the truth no matter how hurtful it is to him..
working 10-6 tomorrow..(sian)im getting bored of work..haiyer..especially tomorrow since i'll be working 8 hours, surely my sic will let me work alfresco..haiz..i don't like working alfresco cause the weather's so hot..then,if its raining,it'll be troublesome for me to shift the sugar bowl and the galleries..haiz..just praying that tomorrow i'll not be working at alfresco,but fat hope..
lately,i've no appetite to eat..don't ask me why,cause even i couldn't answer it..maybe im too stressed,perhaps..im hungry but im too lazy to eat and also,i don't really like rice..hehe..oh well..
school's starting on Monday!! and i sooooo hate it cause I don't know my class and im not ready for it!!!!!
Thursday, April 14, 2011
been long since i blogged,huh???hehe..:)oh well,pardon me for not updating my blog..it's because i have poor time management..:(another thing is because im busy working,so whenever i went home,im just too lazy to update my blog..make sense,right??hehe..
just went home from shopping with sayang..left home about 10+,and lucky,cause i don't have to wait too long for 171..board the bus and alight at air base, before taking 169 to amk,to meet sayang..luckily,he wasn't late..if not,i chop slam him..hehe..furthermore,i've already warned him not to be late,since im having menses(wth??like no link,right??),dn ya noe,girls being girls will surely have pms..(pre menstrual symptoms,i guess)oh well, shall not cracked my brain to know the full words of pms..hehe..just too lazy to do so..
school's starting next week and im totally not ready for it!!frankly,i don't like to make new friends, cause i don't know if my new friends are sincere in the friendship..but oh well,shall not be bothered by it..as long as i have friends,is fine by me..
this is just a short update..hehe..mianhae..
Saturday, April 9, 2011
training start at 4 and need to be there 30 mins earlier,i start to panic, cause i end my work at that time..but,lucky for me,my manager is very understanding and let me go at 2:30,which i eventually left the store around 2:45-3..
by then,im already late and though im hungry like mad,i've no choice but to endure and just eat muesli..lucky sayang was there to comfort me and stuff..thanks sayang..:)so sweet of you to send me to the training place at old pa..when my bus that i need to go there pass us,i was swearing like hell..haiyer..like so unlucky of me,la..wth?!but,sayang tell me to say my prayers and to be patient, cause im late already,what..so there's no point me swearing like hell..but,im stubborn so,i don't give a damn what he say..for me, when im angry, i don't like to isten to what people say..instead,i'll be following my heart and keep on swearing and swearing..
reach there about 3+ near 4, but there's only is and her friends..bid sayang goodbye and went to get is and sat with her for a while, before we go inside and train on our own..
be there by 330..but,there's no one beside us in sight..and i was like oh well..good,la..janji melayu,betul!!oh well,shall not brood about it..
this shows how my finger was bruised when the hockey ball hit my hand..yesterday,the colour was much worst,but after i rubbed my finger, the colour spread(i guess so)..luckily,i wear shinpad..if not, my shin will get bruised also..:(
melecet,is what i can say about this picture..yesterday, since i've just changed new grip, so i guess it's normal to have melecet..but yesterday,after melecet, it tore also..therefore,i just tore off all of it..it's still in pain though, eventhough after a day..but oh well,i shall endure, since it's my passion..:)
last but not least,im having aching all over my body..i don't think i didn't stretch enough..but i guess, everytime when you play sports, sure u kena aching over body,one..no doubt about it..:)
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
just went back from Sheng shiong at west coast or was it clementi??cause the place is near to the clementi,yo..oh well,whatever,it is,so glad to be finally home again..no place is as safe as home!!:)mum gave me budget of $5 for me and my sis to buy whatever we want..so,as always,chocolates will be my top priority..took those chox hand put inside the basket..when i reached home,i realised that the kinder bueno is not the one that i like..:(but too bad,so sad..i can't do much, cause what,you expect me to go back to the store and exchange it meh??fat hope,la!!
those two animals is a gift from someone special..the kangaroo is a gift from my close friend,back then in ITE when she went to Australia and the dog,is a gift from my beloved swinging bowl on our monthsary but couldn't recall when is it..hehe..:)
i think right,when you're the very youngest in the family,everyone will pay more attention to you,especially your parent!!just like my family..my youngest sis's b'dae is very soon and my parents decided to organize a party for her at her sch(which is at the mosque)..it's not the typical type of party but just a simple one with prayers and stuff..but still,she's so lucky..today we went to S.S is also to buy for her party..wah,lucky kid..and mum told my elder sis to make cupcake for my youngest sis for her b'dae to celebrate in sch..
.:P.S:being the youngest kid in your family is very lucky,because you get to be pampered by your parents,especially if your age gap between your siblings are large..however,i hope that when fat get married,my parents and my grandmother will be there to celebrate her happiest day..insya-ALLAH..;)
till then..arigato gozaimatsu,my fellow readers..
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
to my dearest hunky and super-sweet bf..just hoping that you will recuperate faster..:)sad to hear ur sick & lethargic voice when sick..:(hope to hear ur merepekness soon..:)
Alhamdulillah..im sooo pleased to get message from joyah(nani) saying that this fri my school will be having hockey training at old p.a,toa payoh,area..but,i've to sacrificed my work..hmmm..:(its ok..furthermore,hockey is my passion and i really wanted to play it badly..
nice,right this hockey stick..i thought of buying my own personal stick instead of using the school's one..but,then,its expensive,la..$100+ and can reach up to $200+ just for a stick..i need to do some survey to get the affordable & good stick..hope i'll be able to own one..(insya-ALLAH,insya-ALLAH,insya-Allah,u'll find a way..)
the main reason i played hockey is due to passion..other than that,i really hope that i could participate in any of the hockey competition and hopefully,i'll be playing for the school or even for singapore..its tough,though,since my stamina is at the lowest point..i promised,once im not working,i'll do workout and even go for running..maybe my extraordinary league friend like batwoman, poison ivy and hawk girl could join me for a run..or maybe my super-hunky boyfriend could join me since he need to lose some weight..hehe..
till then..ciaoo..
