1st day of fasting..try to curb myself from vulgarities..haha..actually,im not someone who always shout vulgarities..nope,not me..but,under some condition,whereby i really cannot tahan the frustation on not getting anything under my control,only then i will shout vulgarities..but its not strong vularities,la..hehe..usually,like the normal one,like NBCB,KNNCCB..hehe..nope,im not shouting,im just giving examples only..hehe..
woke up at 5 to have pre-dawn meal,eat rice with beef cooked with soy sauce,fried veggies and cuttlefish the one in can..very nice..thanks to my mum who cooked this meal for the family..what to do..her responsibility,mah..actually,we don't mind if she were to cooked yesterday's night,but it's her who don't want to,because she said not fresh la..well,then,its her choice,mah..i cant be forcing her to cook on the night itself,right??walk to school with my clan except that cma and no,was late for school..actually thought that today was cognitive but i was wrong,because my enterprise faci said that schedule for day 8 will never change..and i actually thought that today was tuesday,while in fact it's wednesday..hehe..confuse much??now,in the library with the clan,except for nazi cause she's going for ig thingy about the jyof,thingy..hehe..listening to the "bang,bang,bang" of the gun that adib was playing in l4d2..and yup,am going home soon to pray and breakfast with my family..hehe..Labels: happy fasting everyone
yay!!science is the last week for today!!woohoo!!i loike,but then my diploma is science related,leh,then how??maybe i'm not used to RP's method of educating us or in this case me..hmmm..never mind,i shall back up and i will never give up,because i do not want to disappoint my parents and i will try to provide them the very best when they are old..as in,now they old already,but they are still young at heart..and i LOVE them..eventhough they scold me,they set a probation,meaning that i cannot go home later than 12 for weekends and 10 for weekdays,but i still LOVE them,because without them,there won't be me..without them,i don't have a place to stay and maybe without them,i've been put on an adoption centre or people might threw me away..but not them..not my parents..they are very responsible parents and they always want the best for their children..(which parent doesn't,right)..so,for those who still have parents out there,don't think how much pain you went through with them,but remember their sacrifices..Labels: I LOVE U, MUM and DAD
never went school,because sayang never go work..if he go work,i'll the motivation to go school,because if he never work,there's a temptation for me,because if can,i want to spend my time with him when he's not working..haiz..yesterday he already told me that he won't be going to work and he urge me to go school,but i don't have the motivation to go school..hmmph..so early in the morning,mum wake me up with her usual tone..haiz..and suddenly,i have this lazyness to go school,because sayang never go work..but,then,it's not his fault that i didn't go school,because it's my choice,whether i want to go school or not,right??afterall,it's my future..message sayang early in the morning informing him that i wouldn't be going to school..hehe..he never replied me and i had no choice but to call him,cause i thought that i want to go somewhere with him,today like this time..but,it's too early..he kept telling me to go school and i was like,im late already and rather than being late and getting my grades downgraded,it's better that i never go school,right??i know,it's my future and im the one who'll create my future,but i don't know why i always dread going to school especially for cognitive and communication..haiz..yesterday,POISON IVY and HAWK GIRL,asked me if i want to follow them go jurong point,cause POISON IVY want to buy something,but then i told them that im going to send sayang to work since he's working at 6..im sorry friends for not spending too much time on you guys but please don't feel that you're being neglected by me,ok??whenever you need a listening ear to share your problems/worries or you need help,please don't hesitate to ask me,ok??because i wanted you all to know,that eventhough im in a relationship,but that will not stop me from caring for you guys,ok..insya-Allah,one day,we'll have a girls day out,ok??and we'll go shopping..hehe..and we help that someone buy dress,ok??VIVOCITY-was a random decision that me and sayang made..actually,sayang was supposed to work yesterday at 6,but due to some technical reason,he didn't go work..instead,he fetch me from school with his laptop..i was surprised,because i thought that he's going for work,but why must he brought his laptop along,cause that'll make his bag more heavier,right??i thought when he say he didn't go work,he was playing tricks on me,but when he showed me the content in his bag,it's true that he didn't go work..i was surprised,because never in my mind thought that he wouldn't go work due to some problems..but he did..so,after finishing my school work in school,i asked him where he want to go and he asked me back..haiyer!!so,in the end,i decided to go vivocity..why??don't ask me why..i couldn't come up with an answer to the question,its just a random decision,cause RANDOMisME..hehe..sayang also say that is what is in his mind..sehati sejiwalah katakan..hehe..thought of taking bus to vivocity,however when sayang remind me about the time it takes to from woodlands to harbourfront,i forgo my decision and thus,we agreed on taking the train..upon reaching vivocity,once again we're confused on where to eat..the decisions made is either Swensen,PizzaHut,PastaMania,BanQuet or Seah Im..we kept asking ourselves where shall we eat and stuff,and in the end we take BanQuet,because the variety of food is large and they are value for money,too..which is good..if we go Swensen or even PizzaHut,we have to count the GST and service charge too,right??so wouldn't it be better to go for a place that does not have GST and stuff and delicious food??i eat YTF,which cost $9..nope,it not 90 cents,its $9 and nope,u didn't see it wrongly so don't bother to slap yourself if you think it's not true..most of the food,its not meant for me,but for sayang..serious,im not lying,la mangkuk!!hehe..he then ordered kway teow and i told him not to,because it would be a wastage if he couldn't finished it..but he say he can finished it and oh well,sayang being stubborn,just buy the food..actually,it's of no use,if i were to stop him from buyin kway teow,cause he's stubborn,so,he wouldn't listen to others,including me!!hmmph..sayang ate finish the kway teow but not the YTF..in the end,im the one,who finished it for him..and he can still say that im a big eater..banyaklah tu!!orang makan pasal taknak membazir..haiz..actually,right,i think he should be the one,who should eat YTF until finish,because (here are the reasons):- he's a man and they have very high metabolism..
- he's a man and a hungry one,too..
- he's a man and they require loads of energy from products made from carbo and proteins..
- he's a man and from morning till evening he didn't consume any food,except for prata as his alas perut..
- he's a man and a fat one,too..(heheh..jangan marah,haaa,nanti kena jual)
- he's a man and food is needed to grow more hairs..(any part of the body that got hair)
- he's a man and man got extra organ mah..u don't know??(the one whereby,1 tembak,2 kelapa)if u still confused,come and find me (if you can)
therefore,my conclusion on why he need to eat finish his meal,is because HE IS A MAN!!(not just and ordinary man,but MY MAN)hehehe..simple right and the reasons are stated above..i guess you must be tired,reading my long and wordy post..sorry for taking your precious time and thank you for reading my blog..
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"coz i don't care what they say,
im in love with u
they tried to pull me away,
but they don't know the truth"
