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Friday, December 10, 2010

yay..today's friday..i sooo love friday,because i get to meet sayang after school and also because friday's module is math and everytime during math,we're not doing any ppt since only a team that need to do ppt and the others just used practice question..right now,the maths we're doing is about differentiation and exponential thingy..haiyo..i suck at this area,la seh..and once,i don't like the area,i'll just shut down my mind and don't think anymore..i know,its not just me,but everyone also will face the same problem as me,correct me if im wrong..but,i don't think im wrong..hehe..

what more shall i say??oh ya,just wanna say that there's one of my classmate which is soooo irritating..cause, she like to act cute and she like to flirt,sia..OMG..she got bf still want to flirt for what??i think it's because she got nothing to do and that's the reason she do like that..nevermind,la hor..let her be what she wanna be..cannot be bothered by people surrounding me anymore..cause all i want is to have fun w/ my classmate..haiyer..dunno,la..as long as she's happy,ok already,la..im sooo lazy to take care of other people's problem,now..hehe..hmmm,what more can i say about my class??

oh ya, just wanna say,that i love my class,right now..i prefer my class in sem 2 than in sem 1..and im sooo going to miss these class,because they're so fun to be with at least not as many conflict in my previous class..however,eventhough i love this class,i can't help it but to partial..hehe..

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

it's been a while since i last blog,aren't i??well,i think i kinda get bored of blog,instead i think i prefer tumblr..hehe..maybe because it contain graphics that kinda got the morale of the story.. maybe,la..hmmm..seriously,i think im addicted to it,la seh..because whenever tumblr is down,i'll like keep sighing and while waiting for tumblr to be back and alive,i'll like stalk people on my fb and every now and then,i'll surely go tumlr url..hehe..see,how fanatic i am about tumblr..hehe..

yesterday,had a misunderstanding with sayang again,but this time,not so serious,la..again,it's because of me for being SUPER PETTY towards him and not being and understanding gf to him..haiz..whenever we had our misunderstanding,it's always him that will eventually relent and he'll then apologize to me for whatever mistake he'd done..while im,eventhough i know im in the wrong,i'll just keep mum and felt that i did nothing wrong,but the fact is, everything happens because of me..im not being understanding towards him..

however,all our misunderstanding we've handle with care..hehe..and thank GOD,we're still together and now,i miss him..HAIZ..:(i should consider myself lucky,because eventhough im not being understanding and stuff,but sayang still want to hold my hands and not willing to give up..ALHAMDULILLAH..

Friday, December 3, 2010

OMG!!just created tumblr..and it is sooooo freaking cooool!!!sooooo addicted by it,right now..hehe..

ok,so,just now,had convo with my FML crew..we talk literally about everything from what happening to our friendship to current conflict..but thank god,it's over..hopefully we'll be like this,aite..so,i seriously don't have any problem with anyone..but,i think,sometimes,my behaviour make some of my friend disgust me..hehe..ok,so,if you guys really can't stand my sarcasm or stuff,tell me straight in my face,k chinggu..hehe..aja aja hwaiting..

so,about my relationship also,i did tell them about it..and thank god i've found a solution..thank you,sooooo much,dearest friend..i shall not be too emo or sensitive and i should not be too petty over small stuff..

.:and last but not least,this is for you,sayang..im sorry for being tooo emo,tooo petty,tooo not understanding..im sooo sorry for all the wrong things that i've done..im sorry for not being able to understand that you're handling stress and pressure while serving the ns..im sorry for not standing by your side, when you need me most..im sorry for not supporting your back while u're serving the ns..im sorry..:(

Thursday, December 2, 2010

conflict,conflict and more conflict..haiyer..when will all these conflict end,i wonder..hmmm.. sometimes,i also don't know what is the source of the conflict..is it my over-sensitiveness or my over pettiness??or it's him who keep doing the same thing even after apologizing??i hate late replies from people and what more from you..i know by posting this,i'm actually humiliating and embarrassing myself because readers will always judge me based on my post right??so,what??think i care about what you judge,well i don't and i don't give a damn FUCK if YOU were to say that im petty because that's just me and im not ashamed to say that im this type of person..well,about my relationship,i told him not to contact me but he still does..oh well,what more can i say,right?thats his choice,since he wanted to message..however,i didn't reply him..yeah i know,im a bad ass person,doing like that to him..but well,im a stubborn person and nothing that others say will make me change my mind and reply his messages..maybe i'll not even meet him on his book out days..well,i see how..sometimes,my actions speaks louder than words..hope that by tonight,my anger will subside,la..hehe..pray for me,aite.

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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

at last,i update my blog..hehe..so long since i update my blog..hehe..:)..thanks to my lazyness and stuff..haiyo..shall update it more often..and yeah,at last,my SHIFT key is back in its place..THANK GOD!!i've been trying for like more than 4 days or so,but it couldn't fit in the place..like FTW??so,now,after the SHIFT key is back in its place,i shall not meddle with my laptop keypad..i serik already,la..haha..

yesterday,didn't attend school,instead,went shopping with my sis at far east..she bought dress and pumps but me??nope,i didn't buy anything..i thought of buying pumps,but there's none that i fancy over there..well,maybe during the weekend,i shall go with Sayang and survey pumps..but honestly,like there's not many pumps out there that is fancy or is my standard too low?haha..

later,have chemistry ut..haiyo..forever ut..wtf??im sooo tired of all this ut,la,seh!!i can't help it..but,it'll be a few weeks more before holiday and soon,i'll work my ass out and get as much money and shall spend it during new year..haha..anyone wanna join me for shopping??or shall i just have sayang to accompany me??hmmm..

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