Thursday, March 31, 2011
been a while since i last blogged..hehe..:)well,here goes..working in the morning and already pissed off, before i start work,leh..what a G-R-E-A-T day to start with..oh well,shalln't brood over the matter..:)
recently,view someone's fb profile..hehe..nope,im not stalker..just random, that i wanna view his profile..yeah,its a guy..happy??he was having problem with his relationship, i guess..hmmm..maybe that's his retribution for playing with my feelings..hehe..nope,i didn't feel sad, happy for me..and nope,i've no more feelings for him..its been a long time since i stop loving him and im happy that i make the right move to let him go from my heart and give others an opportunity to know me better..and guess what..there comes a guy, Danial is his name..The one, that's been standing by me all this while and the one, that's been very patient enough to endure all of my tantrums..
sigh..don't think that im sighing is because i missed him,ok!!its not,that..it's just that,i felt so guilty to throw my tantrums to my sayang..mianhae,sayang..hope that i'll be able to accept sayang without any prejudice..:)
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
reached home around 12+,since im working in the closing shift..luckily alfresco doesn't have too much customers..if not,jialat,oh!!hehe..:)just finished my dinner..lets not call it dinner, but early bf,perhaps..
fat was playing hide and seek..oh please, give me a break!!but,i just entertain her..if not,haiyer,she'll be crying and haiya,so hard to please her..saw maggie curry on the dining table and just ate it like nobody business..i just ate a few bites before decided to do my prayers..after done with my prayers, thought that i wanted to continue finished eating the curry, but my sis threw it away..:(the maggie is quite a lot, since my mum cooked for fatin..haiyer,fat is soooo pampered by my parents..even her b'dae, my mum's celebrating it in school..
back then, when all of my siblings(excluding fat) was young at during fat's age, we never get what we wanted..usually we'll always ask for toys/new clothes and stuff, but nope, all of the toys/new clothes is either hands me down or my parents will not buy for us..but now,contradict with us in the past, she'll get what she wanted..lucky kid!!sigh..how i wish i was the youngest in the family, so that my parents pampered me..but,too pampered also not good..because we're too dependent with the parents, and thus, not able to be independent..hope that, that's not the case for my younger sister..
ok,back to the story..what story was im blogging about??oh ya, about the maggie..hmmm,i was craving for maggie, since it's been way too long since i've had it..but,it's ok,i guess..everything happens for a reason..maybe the maggie is contaminated with fat's "taik hidung"..haha..oops,i wrongly accused fat..must ask for her forgiveness..but she's sleeping,so,later,la i tell her..haha..:)
currently, am bored thats why im blogging(duhh!!)..luckily today im not working..yeehaw..hehe..shall end my post..g'night fellow readers(if i have 1)..ciao..
Saturday, March 26, 2011
lately, all of my post had been soo long-winded, especially my last post about the incident at MBS..hehe..mianhae, readers..well, sayang said that i could improve more on my blog by adding pictures..thanks for the advice sayang..i do think that adding pictures could make my blog more BE-A-YOU-TEA-FOOL!!hehe..furthermore, a picture can describe a thousand words..see,that's the power of picture..
HAPPY 20th and 1 day mnthsary,SAYANG!!first of all, i would like to thank you for giving me a chance to be and stay in your heart, my dear..(like im giving a speech,right?)hehe..sorry, for not being able to spend my time with you yesterday, eventhough it's our special day..mianhae..im really sorry sayang, but all i can say is that my family is more important than you..im not being a hypocrite here and says that you're more important than my family..sorry,if the truth hurts..:(furthermore, im very conservative and i believe that we can find another boyfriend/girlfriend..however, we can't find another family..im sure, you'll understand,right sayang??
thank you for being so patient with me..everyone in my family knows how stubborn and hot-headed i am..my sis even said she wishes good luck to you when we're first together..i know, she won't believe that i'll change in the blink of an eye once i've a boyfriend..but,i think as time pass and we stood still together, i felt that i've changed..maybe..but i do believe i've changed for the better..ALHAMDULILLAH..:)maybe it's due to your influences in me that i've changed for the better or maybe it's because i felt that it's time for me to change, to lower my pride and accept you for who you are..i realised that all of us aren't perfect,we are no angels..
pride or in simple terms EGO..ego,we always thought that guys are more egoistic than girls..but in my relationship, im the one who's more egoistic than him..while he's the one that have been putting up with my tantrums and etc..haiz..:(how i wish i am more patient than him..cause usually ladies are more patient than man..but rarely, ladies are impatient than man..and i belong to the rare case..oh well..:)what more can i say..hehe..i shan't deny any of the above statement..cause im GUILTY AS OF CHARGE..hehe..
well,i just hope for the better in our relationship..of course, everyone who's been in a relationship will pray for the same,right??hehe..:)i should be content with what GOD gave to me..therefore, i'll try to change for the better for the sake of our relationship..
.:Note to self:When you finally get something good, enjoy it..Don't go trying for something better..:)
Friday, March 25, 2011
Sitting outside MBS shopping centre while waiting for my sister to let her chef sign her logbook and listening to songs teaches me many things..not quite many, but ok,i guess..so,here goes..(sorry for the long-winded though):
- there's a worker placing a sign,[repair in progress] in one of the automatic door..there's like 3 of the automatic door and the distance of the automatic door is like a few distance but yet i cant figure out why the visitors still exit from the automatic door that's repairing..and i was wth??can't you people see the sign that's the worker's placing..and i was like are you people illiterate so as not to understand what the sign is about??guess, some of the visitors are diploma or even a degree holder..but oh well..-.-oh ya,the worker isn't really repairing but he's checking what's wrong with the automatic door..and that's why he put up the sign, cautioning people not to enter/ exit from that automatic door,itself..but alas, not even the warning sign are able to stop the stubborn people from entering/exiting from the door..i know, it doesn't seem like a big fuss to everyone, right??but it is to me..why??because,im imagining myself in the worker's situation..if let say,touch wood(im already touching one) someday accidents happen to one of the visitors, do you think they'll blame themselves??haha..fat hope..instead they'll lodge a complaint to MBS higher post people and wanted them to compensate the stubborn people..hmmm..eventhough they're in the wrong, but they won't admit they're wrong..well,what can i say..it pissed me off to see this kind of people..so stoooopid..oh well..shall not talk about it..only make my heart aches even more..hehe..:)
- oh ya, next incident..here goes..a bangladeshi worker was cautioning me against sitting on the outer side of my sitting place..i looked at him curiously waiting for his explanation..he was like looking at me(stunned perhaps,cause im pretty,maybe [haha]) and says raining..and i was like oh ok..so i heed his advice and sit on the inner side of my sitting place and i was wondering where's the rain, cause i remember the worker says that its raining..but its not rain that he meant..what he meant is that they're going to wash the MBS shopping centre and caution me so that i won't get wet..haiyer..language barrier are one of the miscommunication that one might face..
currently, am missing my sayang..:(he's working in the night shift and will be back tommorrow morning..haiz..usually at this time,we'll be chatting away till late at night..just like yesterday, when we chat until 1+..pity sayang,since he need to work 12 hours..haiz..:(but i tell him to endure and be patient..cause that's the only thing that he could do right now..he can't back out or something,right??im sure that he'll enjoy his working..he hate his job because it took most of his time and its not really the job that he wanted..but takdir tuhan..maybe GOD want him to be more patient..eventhough he's already patient enough to endure all my crankiness and moodiness..hehe..:)thank you,LOVE!!
.:PS:sorry for the long-windedness..hope that you guys are ok with it and don't mind spending a bit of your time to read it..thank you for being patient with me by reading my blog..:)
Thursday, March 24, 2011
just went back from work..tiring,but fun..because i do bar..yeah!!hehe..eventhough how much i hate doing bar, but at the end of the day,i enjoyed it..especially doing cold drinks..actually my work end at 3, but being barista of the shift, always meant that you'll not go back on time, cause need to top things up..but,its ok,yo..and throw rubbish at the airport..haha..not our airport, but the rubbish place where all the rubbish is being thrown i called it airport..fine..im talking rubbish now..hehe..:)
had $2.50 meal for my brunch,i guess, since early in the morning i already ate 2 slice of kaya toast before i went for work as my bekal..hehe..:)time passed quite fast i guess..it took me a few minutes to warm myself up before doing bar..because im the kanchiong type, whereby i cannot see the drinks all at one go..if not,i become crazy already then, instead of helping to do the drinks, someone has to helped me do..arasso??if not arasso, then, arasso yourself..haha..wth am i talking about..pardon me for the crapness..im just too happy to be home..relax and stuff..
later on at night will be going for my religious class..been a while since my family and i last been to the mosque..its not that we're lazy or what..but tonight the religious class is held at my mosque..not really my mosque,la, but mosque that's near my house..its just a walking distance, only..but, i wish there's bus that goes straight to the mosque..hehe..cause im toooooooo rajin to walk,la..
recently,i've been wanting to change my profile picture at my fb..but i don't know want to change into what picture..but in the end, i stick with the one that i had now..dunno which one??haiyer, go see my fb,la..till then..im signing off as .... myself..hehe..:)
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
just went back from work and dinner with sayang..working at 1230-530..haiyer..nowadays,boring sia, working..its because there's not many customer dining in..but hey,you need to act busy whenever you're not busy,right??hehe..:)
luckily today i didn't do bar..hehe..if not,i kanchiong already..and luckily im doing indoor..at least im not polluted with the smokers..you know that passive smokers will die faster than the smokers,right??i was like,OMG,im soooo gonna died!!haha..:)well,everyone's gonna leave us one day..but we don't know when..ok,back to the story..hehe..:)
well,sayang fetch me, since he's not working today..YAY!!so love it..because i've friend to accompany home and i've friend for dinner and chit chat and jokes and etc..hehe..nope,not friend for kissing or hugging or whatsoever that couples might do,aite..:)but holding hands between couples is still alright,though..
went to marina square and had kfc for dinner since he crave for it..haha.."crave" sounds like he's pregnant..haha..after dinner, thought of having dessert at mcd for ice-cream, but nehh,too full for it..haha..even my boncit guy cannot finish his food..haiyer..such a waste..if i were to give the uneaten food to the people in africa, i think the chix bone also they'll eat..
after dinner, take 960 back home with him accompany me..hehe..:)in the bus, he talks about his work and stuff and we share and chit chat all the way home..he kept complaining about the heavy traffic..but then,he can't blame anyone,though, since it's the peak hour..he complaint that spore have highway,lowway(like real) but still jam..i was like..DUHHH!!!!this is the time where the workers go home,so surely jam la dey!!haiyer..sometimes,sayang is so cute,la..not sometimes, but most of the time..hehe..how is he cute??well,only i know..:)don't tell him that he's cute..if not,he's gonna perasan..haha..
tonight need to sleep early since tomorrow im working in the morning shift from 730-330..wth!!haiyer,surely do bar one..but,its ok..though i don't really like doing bar, but these are some obstacles at my working place that i need to overcome..i will remain optimistic about all these..:)
till then..ciao..
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
kinda bored stayed at home..sigh!!but,its ok..since,im gonna meet sayang later in the afternoon..insya-Allah..and maybe shall grab dinner with him at tong seng, since it's been months since we last ate there..also,i kinda missed the food there..:(cheap and nice is what makes a good food..hehe..:)anyway,im here waiting for my results to be released at 2pm..kanchiong or what,la..hehe..:)
i really hope that my results will be much better than my last sem..cause i really enjoyed my this sem class and u know when u enjoy the class, eventually,u'll loved the subject and u surely will refrain yourself from skipping school,right??thats why,i loved my class..but now,we're all separated..haiz..its ok,i guess..coz,that's life..:)
hmmm,what more shall i update??well,school will be starting in less than a month time..im not looking forward for it..i just hope that my tis sem class will be more or less like my last sem class..:)
i think,i shall stop blogging..hmmm,what can i do??maybe read novel or watch video,la..all d best for your results,people..till then,adios amigo..:)
Monday, March 21, 2011
haiyer..im soooo bored right now!!!!!felt like going work,but im not working..felt like going out with sayang,but he's working..hopefuly,he'll end work early,so we can catch some time together..hmmm,just realize that tomorrow is the results day..i sooo cannot wait for my results,la..coz,i felt like i did well for some of the paper..hope that my results turns out what i expected..but sometimes, we have to expect the unexpected.. -.- oh well..life has to go on...:)
Sunday, March 20, 2011
oh hi,everyone..its me again..hahaha..like duhh!!what am i blabbering about,right??anyway,a lil update for ya'll out there..currently im having internet connection thingy with me, right now, so i dont have to go to the library to use internet..and the good thing is that its unlimited usage..how cool is that..
my schedule for today is very fun..early in the morning,had to work and sayang send me to work..hehe..:)had bf at mcd and i went for my work and he went home to catch some sleep..pity him..cause the day before, we went home quite late and he needs to wake up early since he's sending me to work..
end work at 3 and went to watch world invasion at GWC..thought that it was boring, but i thought wrong..hehe..it was worth the money..oh ya,yesterday went to cineleisure to watch movie, diary of a wimpy kid..that movie is also nice to watch..trust me..u wont get your money wasted..but then,its only my preference..so different people have different taste..therefore, if your taste is different than mine, than dont watch movie that i find it nice to watch aite..hehe..:)
back to the story,after watching the movie, me and sayang head to marina square and ate Qi Ji, since i was hungry, cause the last meal i had before working was just bf at McD..so,sayang ate nasi lemak while i ate rojak..very syiok la seh the rojak and the nasi lemak..NAISE!!:)
after our meal, head down to esplanade to watch the mosaic..and guess what, wicked aura batucada perform..syiok,sia,watching them perform..sayang wanted to go because he was into their music and music is his passion, therefore, i should support him,right??hehe..:)furthermore, wicked is a local band, therefore, we as a local, should support them rather than support others..arasso??hehe..:)
whenever we watched performance at the outdoor, sayang always wish that he could perform at there..but somehow, he havent get his wish granted yet..poor sayang..its not that his skills is not good..but its just that some people doesnt see his potential..sigh..:(i would do anything for his wish to be granted..but not until to sell my body or what,cause i have my pride, yo..hehe..:)
9++, head back home from esplanade,taking bus 960..and again sayang accompany me home..hehe..:)thank you sayang..ICH LIEBE DICH!!
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
it's been a long time,since i last update my blog..sorry,guys..didn't meant not to update my blog..but how??cause,im busy with my work and my home no internet and stuff..going to the library??how to??im busy with work,what,so i don't have time to go library..hehe..:)but today,im here,updating my blog,means that im in the library.. took my lil sis, FATIN,to the library since now's school holiday,mah..furthermore,im not working,so,why not accompany her..it's a win-win situation,yo..hehe..:)
last week,went holiday with my parents and fatin,ONLY..yup..among the 3 of my siblings,only,i'm able to accompany them for holiday..it's good for me,too,cause i get to relax and at the same time,enjoy some family moments, since it's been way toooo long,i spend time with them..but,then,i've to leave sayang to take care of himself,since im not around and i also cannot go shopping with him..haiz..:(but,its ok,we'll shall do it some other time,k sayang..:)
we go on wednesday morning after subuh prayers and drove to johor for breakfast,and my dad drove all the way to pahang..stay there for a night and drove all the way to terengganu...stay there for 2 nights..while in terengganu,all of us,were busy collecting seashells by the sea..hehe..jakun..but,the ombak was very deras and during the time, the sea level was pasang,so in the end, we spend the time in our chalet and watch tv, eat and etc..
while we were there, i couldnt sleep well..in fact i couldnt sleep..maybe its because it's early for me to sleep, cause usually,i'll always sleep around 12+..but since,,i've no one to chat to and fat was fast asleep,i've no choice but to sleep,too..but,i had to listen to songs before i sleep..so in the end, i slept,also..
was quite shocked when there's news saying that japan has been hit by tsunami..like OMG!!i couldn't believe it, because its been a long time,since tsunami struck any country..however, i was lucky that at least it didn't struck at terengganu where i was staying for the moment and it didn't stuck singapore..ALHAMDULILLAH..:)
haiyer,i dunno what to update somemore,la..hehe..i think,i'll end my post here..sorry for the abrupt ending and sorry for any inconvenience caused..:)
