seriously i hate this feeling..what type of feeling??feeling of disappointment..when you already plan things to go this way, it turns the other way and it sucks!!
I've never felt this sucky before, but I think it's the worst for me, right now!!it's been a few days I've been experiencing this sucky feeling..right now I just like running away from everyone and hide/go for a long holiday,make that a very long one..I felt like running from everyone and not meeting them again..gone for a long time/never come back again..the pressure that I'm experiencing is very deep..felt like ending my own life,but nope,not worth it..i guess i just just have to suck it in and continue my life as per normal..
yeah,u'll never feel it,cause u're not in my situation..u'll think that im being overly emotional or what,but heck,idgaf of what you think..i admit,i've changed, well if you see, everyone's changing too..i've changed because i felt like it's better for us to be this way..i think u rather we being like this than before,right??fine,by me..i guess im the one that you wished u could've stabbed me to death or what and i'm the one that always irked u up..~oh well, it doesn't bother me anymore..
