yesterday was our 18 monthsary..usually we spend our monthsary together, but since he's serving the ns, therefore, i've to endure and so i think we gonna celebrate it on saturday,right after my work..yeah!!hehe..but i don't know where to go,leh..nevermind,we always plan spontaneous one..so it's ok..hehe..recently, my friend and i sign up for service learning thingy at cambodia and i really hope that we're selected, because i really wanted to take plane..i've never ever been on a flight before..sad,right??hehe..its ok..cause my family is not a rich one..therefore, as a good daughter, i should understand their situation,right??hehe..was just mentioning about sweetheart, suddenly he message me,la seh..hehe..excited,ya know..i don't know why i'm always waiting for his reply and stuff..but then, when he late reply, there goes my mood..it's not once or twice but it's very,yeah VERY frequent..i know, i should understand his situation, but then, haiz..i dunno..it's just that you are not in my situations..imagine, there's something that you really hope for, but you never get..what did ya feel??disappointed, sad and stuff,right??well that's how i feel whenever he reply to my messages late..maybe im too sensitive, like way toooooooo sensitive and also im the petty type..haiz..mianhae,sweetheart..i've tried to understand your situation,but i just can't..:(that's why,i've told you many times, to let go of me,cause i know,you deserve someone better than me..someone that isn't as sensitive as me, someone more prettier than me,someone that deserve you and someone that can love you more than i could..:(
well,i shall not brood over the matter, instead i should be happy that today's thursday which means tomorrow's friday..my god, how fast the days past..haiz..i cant wait to meet my friends and classmates, i can't wait for my maths lesson, i can't wait to do my rj and stuff, but most importantly, i cant wait to meet my sweetheart..yay!!tomorrow while waiting for sweetheart to book out, i shall complete my rj and stuff and maybe i'll go to civic centre lib..usually i'll go to cck, but no,not tomorrow, because sweetheart's craving for ramly's burger..among all the things,ramly's burger??haha..
oh ya,i think that's that..:)for now,chiao..