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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

14 days..It's a very,very long time..Maybe to some,they will say,ala,its not long,la..pejam celik,pejam celik dah sampai,but for me,it'll be very long,especially since He's not here with me,to go through our days together..However,I've to be optimistic cause he's serving the nation and he'll be able to defend the nation if ever we're in trouble..Until then,I've to keep reassuring myself that 14 days aren't that long..yesterday,we spend the last moment of our time together by going to to breakfast,watching movie,shopping and window-shopping..Sadness is always with me,especially since yesterday was the last time,we spend together before he went away and leaving me for 14 freaking,long days..but,i know,i've to be very patient during this period of time,cause
  1. I know that God is teaching me to be patient for my sayang to return safely to me..hehe..;)..
  2. God want me to change my attitude/behaviour towards him..
  3. God want me to be independent cause whatever I do,I'll always consult him..so call,he's my private consultation..haha..
  4. God want me to appreciate him and treat him better..
  5. Last but not least,I felt that God want us to improve on our relationship, so that eventhough he's away from me for many days,I'll be able to cope without him around me..But,it'll be very,very difficult for me to fulfill it..

Lastly,I felt that whatever things happens for a reason..And eventhough it happen for a reason,somehow or rather,my heart just felt so heavy to let go of him.."sigh"..Just hoping that he'll take care of himself in there and he'll not be the be the victim of bullies..If ever,I were to discover that he kena bully by his mates,I'll "yakdush" and "watat" and do my tiger claw onto his bully..hehe..Whatever it is,I really hope that he's doing fine out there with his new environment,new people,new behaviour,new hair and new face colour..haha..BOTAK HEAD..and DARK SKIN..but whatever,I don't mind,really I don't..its the heart that matters most..

Sayang,awk hati2,berada di dalam camp and be careful wherever you are,tau..if you miss me,just remember our memories that we had together..Eventhough,it might not heal completely,but at least it does makes ur heart feel more lighter..does it??hehe..GoodBye my friend,my guy,my soul,my heart,my fashionista,my shopping friend,my bag carrier,my joker,my lamer and most of all my BOYFRIEND..I will be missing you..:(


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