well,well,well,today's monday and im soooo having d monday blues!!n it sux!!haiz..i dun want my mon 2 b blue..cn it be RED or GREEN,instead..haha..LAME..obviously..kata NABILLAH,mah..hehe..sat,wrkng till 5..luckily nvr kena xtend..ALHAMDULILLAH,bt sadden,coz sayang nvr ftch me..haiz..ws hpng he did,fetch me,bt nope..hmmm,nvrmnd..its nt becoz he dsnt want 2,bt its due 2 his commitment in dikir barat..since it d language month/bulan bahasa..haha..dn,aftr his dk which is at jjc,he's gg to spprt his senior team dk brt,which is YENBO JE,which is at MEDIACORP..late at night,thought of calling him,bt he's tooo bz clbrtng..OH YA,frgt 2 infrm tat his senior team won d champion,and defeat d defending champion..YESH R!!hehe..if im d judge,i'll also be fair n mke d bst team won,mah..actually,i tought of nt doing it,bt i did aniwae,coz i cnt w8 anymre!!it jst sucks!!I dun like 2 b w8d upon..WHO DOES??at nght,feeling2 emo n stuff,while lstng 2 emo-malay sngs and crying..haiz..OFF my phne,coz i noe,he wld call me..so to say AVOID frm him..n so,i slp w/ my tears on my cheek and slp w/ d pain in my heart..:'-(

sun,wrkng mrng,8+ alrdy leave home..he called me,i thnk he wanna appease me,bt still being a hot-headed,i jst rjct d call,coz im still feeling d pain n i wnt him 2 feel s mch pain s i feel,lst nght..i thght of avoiding him agn until monday/tuesday,bt i dunno y,bt i flt pity fr him..he pujuk me thru sms,called me many times bt i din answr,rjct his calls..haiz..wat kind of grlfrnd m i??i jst rgrt myslf,doing like tat 2 him,bt all i cn say,is SERVE HIM RGHT!!haha..i noe,i mght nt b d bst girlfrnd anybdy cn hve,bt i've tried my bst,well mybe i hvnt gve my bst sht..prhps..rch wrkplce ard 9.30++,dn agn he called agn..yet agn,i rjct his call,he called agn,n at lst i gve in..he tlkd to me,aplgse to me and i say tat im running out of tym fr wrk,which is obviously n excuses..dn he say,tat he's gg 2 ftch me frm wrk and i tell him dere is no need 2 since my dad is ftchng me frm wrk..(agn,tis is jst n excuses,coz,i dun wnt 2 c his face,evnthgh,i miss him v.mch)..bt,of cuz,he wont blieve me..he say,he dun care,he'll still drp by my plce n ftch me frm wrk..he say he wont believe it until he saw it wif his own eyes,tat my dad ftch me frm wrk..so,i've no choice,mah,bt 2 tell him d trth..

few min aftr tat,everythng's settles..no more conflicts..ALHAMDULILLAH!!

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