Hello, i guess it's been wayyyyy too long since I last post in my blog. Cause Imma busy woman, yo. Hehe. Busy with my attachment (like finally it ends). arghhhhh!!I can smell the graduation. And soon, i'll have to go through what all adults went through, ADULT LIFE. sighhhhh. wish I don't grow up too fast though. Adult life= got energy, got money, no time. sighhhhhh. after adult life is marriage life. I for sure dont know if I will be getting married or not. oh well, shall not think too much of it.

Anyway, a super belated MAAL HIJRAH to all my Muslim's friends out there and Happy New Year to all non-believers of Islam. just last week, attended a wedding of my ITE friend and I love the decoration just that the decoration at the dais is a bit too much. wonder where, when, what, who will I be getting married to. haha. so since I just finished my attachment, I shall chiong work my part-time. It's been two days in a row I've been working closing shift (which I hate, but had no choice) but fortunately, I work inside the bar. (lucky me!!) tried not to think too much and countdown to the days that I can enjoy my life in Bali.

I'll just treat each day slowly and enjoy my life in a daily basis, smile when you can, laugh like there's no tomorrow, forgive and forget. afterall, we all make mistakes though. currently, I can't wait for 4 events in my life:

1. 26th of each month- which marks our 42 monthsary (ILY)
2. 27th january- the wedding of my rmg nurse (place of my internship), ayuni
3. 3rd Feb- so called 'reunion' of my ITE clan and D.A.S.H
4. 28th feb- my holiday to Bali!!

currently, i'm done with attachment, but only for a week.. there's about let's see 17 week more to go, i guess. shall be optimistic and shall not be late.. if i'm late, there will be a penalty such that if we are late for 1-10 min, must replace with 30 mins, late for 11-30 min, replace with 90 mins and late for 31-60 min, replace with 3 hours and if late 1 hour or more, replace with 1 full shift.. da fuck?? but it's good also so that people won't come late.. i just hope that i'm not into the latecomers category.. well, my attachment company was awesome with my colleagues and stuff.. i just hope that they won't bad mouth me or anything behind my back.. if not it would be so awkward to say anything to them.. just hope that everything would be like last week.. no conflicts, nothing.. everyone working together happily as a team.. that would be the best!!:D


P.S: if we gain something, we'll surely lose something.. and when you really need me, i'll be gone forever.. so, treasure me while i'm still around, cause i won't hesitate to lose someone like you that didn't appreciate having a friend like me.

yesterday had loads of fun going out with my FYP mates. We went to print fyp poster at sunshine plaza, breakfasting together and also help them search for their formal wear to wear on sat. I was happy that they could find their formal wear. At least it wasn't a wasted trip to bugis. and it's quite affordable too.

did i mention that i only have 3.5 hours of sleep?hmmm,yesterday night was really bizarre. after spending loads of fun, jokes and laughter, late at night, i was crying. didn't people say don't laugh too much or you'll end up crying?i guess that's true. haha. should restrain myself from being too happy cause i don't want to end up being too sad. whatever that makes me sad, i shall not post here since this is not a place to vent my anger on someone or anything.

I AM SOOOOOOOOOO LAZY TO DO MY HOMEWORK.... ~GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!
especially since its clinical chemistry module. with the ALIZA. she scared the shit of me. just now when 1 team presenting suddenly she like wanna scold the whole class.WTH?PMS,much!!hate her.that's why i HATE CLINICAL CHEM & DOING THE HOMEWORK RELATED TO IT!!

on the other hand, I did had fun tonight, cause I did managed to break fast with Danial. hehe. he waited for me at civic centre for an hour plus. during that time, he just break fast with his drinks, cause he said he gonna wait for me and eat together. AWWWW, sho sweet.hehe.eventhough our time is short, but I had fun.:D

FYP teammates + SUHANA.
They are awesome. We had fun together in school while doing our fyp poster. we can joke around and sometimes some jokes are just to harsh, but they didn't really take it to heart. which i really like about them. and they are a crazy bunch of jokers. always managed to release my stress factors away [apart from other external factors] really hope that I'm able to friend with them for very long. AMIN.

Wassalam.

If I wanted to find a husband, I will find someone that had characteristics like my father. Because, he is:-

SO, yesterday, he called and we chat on the phone for a while. Not literally a while like 5 or 10 minutes but more to 1/2 hour or 3/4 hour since he need to iron his uniform cause today he's having shooting at HTA for ORD.haha.after we hung up, i don't know why but I couldn't sleep. So, i toss and turn till I get a headache. but still couldn't get to sleep. I think it's because I've sleep during the afternoon therefore, at night I'm having trouble sleeping. but in the end, i managed to sleep like at last.

when mum wake me up for pre-dawn meal, I was very tired. and i say that i don't think i will be awake after morning prayers. and true enough after doing my prayers, i slept and right now i'm still sleepy since i only had 2 hours to sleep. nevertheless, i'm content with what God had given me.

P.S: I LOVE YOU.